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Hey guys! 

It's been a while since I wrote. We have a lot to catch up!

I had a good conversation with one of my co-passengers. The passenger asked me how I write my journal. He is intelligent, studied in an Ivy League College, working in a better place and aims to create a much impact with his work. I was in awe when he wanted to learn how I usually vent when I feel irritated or confused. I write and avoid talking as I can be very mean. 

Disclaimer: To know how I usually jump from one point to another without any connection and how I can be so messy with venting continue reading...

I always felt joy in sharing what I felt. Be it correct or wrong or maybe boasting about something I did well. When my brother asked, "Are you becoming an introvert all of a sudden?" when I did not interact much in a gathering, I realized I was doing something wrong. I did not find pleasure in talking or meeting people. I was in a shell, meeting none that didn't interest me. Now that most of my plans shattered, I feel I am directionless!

I did not finish reading a single book last year, haven't posted much, failed in so many things, and was not great at work and my dad had to undergo surgery. I did not get time to process what was happening to me or maybe I was evolving subconsciously or I have no idea!

I had many good things to be grateful for. One question kept pestering me - "Who am I? What do I want?" I have no answer. I can't make a cliche statement saying it's okay to feel this way. I know I can be super harsh on myself at times but I had amazing friends and family who checked on me constantly. 

At this point, I am not sure what I am but I am pretty sure I can find my niche soon. I started meeting my friends, waking up early, and sleeping on time and I recently started going to Zumba too.  I am reading a book in the fiction genre - "Mistress of Spices" by Chitra Banerjee. I read one of her books - "Palace of Illusion" in the past. I hope to share the list of books I finished by the end of this year!

Recently my friend got married. I am excited about her new journey!

Unlike 22, people are questioning about my marriage. Looks like my mom and dad are getting excited about it too. I decided I would marry when I get excited myself and try out different things lol...I don't have pressure to get married as I have the coolest parents(PS: Maybe now they can be more cool). Let me behave like my sibling who does what he feels like unlike the ideal elder one.

My roommate lend me those shoes..!

I am planning to write a post every week about any issue that encounters my eyes and hits my heart.

Kudos to making it to the end!

Happy Weekend!