The beginnings....?

Does adulthood look like what we dreamed of as a child?

I always felt an adult life has a lot of freedom. I realized that it does have responsibility attached. People who moved out of their houses shared how much they learned about themselves as an individual. I do feel the power of self-awareness. I am not a combination of positive things but a mixture of many mistakes. 

Today is my first day in the corporate world. While writing, I am too tired to fame it beautifully. At the same time, I do not want these fresh thoughts to die, so kindly ignore the mistakes. 

I was so anxious about the first day in the office that I could not sleep well yesterday. "The Firsts" are always special, whether the results are positive or negative. I travelled to the office, and I indulged in the conversation with a bunch of people. I inquired about the process and shared my anxious feeling with them. I had all the emotions at once as I entered the office. 

My pessimistic mind never misses to mess up my peaceful day. I asked a lot of questions pertaining to employment. My friends joined as I entered the office then we reported to our manager. They allotted seats and obviously, I started a conversation with my colleagues. After reporting, I went to the cafeteria with friends. Every aspect of being an employee is unique. Our manager never missed mentioning these words - "You are no more a college student, behave as an employee". Probably every fresher might have heard this on their first day. I think I have the advantage of not being ashamed to ask for help. I used to be a little uncomfortable asking for help. I probably evolved to ask without hesitation. After all, I am not a genius to know every aspect.

An alarm rang when I tried to access a restricted area unknowingly. I ran along with my friends as we received a lot of attention from other employees. I was embarrassed for a moment and then felt it was too funny.

After which friends and I couldn't enter into the room which is allotted to us. We are not aware of basic rules of using the Id card. We used all our strength to open the door, and then realized we rushed to the cafeteria without swiping the card. Other employees were so peaceful when we did lot mistakes.

Life is too short to regret so, what is wrong to add some piece of shit? I am not a wise head so ignore if these words make no sense.

Thanks guys.. for sharing the embarrassing situations with me..lol

One suggestion to anyone who will move out in future for the first time is to give importance to your health and cleanliness. We often take it for granted and this is a reminder to tell investing in yourself is no sin. I do forget the basics but I am lucky to be around people who constantly remind me. If I were to read this as a teen, I would be too cool to ignore. I also want to share that I no longer want to do things I dreamt of as a teen. I think this probably is adulthood...